Homeward Bound, I wish I was.
Well this is embarrassing. Today is May 29th and I sat down to write this on May 12th and never did. I did record the video below and I think I meant to post it here and forgot.
This video describes my mood at that time. I did book a flight back to the States and have been "home" since May 14th.
I think home for me at least is equal parts a state of mind and a state of physical place.
It's that physical part that is hard right now. I don't have a home, I am not settled, I am not bound by anything other than my budget.
For a while that was exactly what I liked about this journey. Now I'm surprised at how much the want of sameness and surety is what I crave.
The fact that I now crave some of that is I guess "normal".